Where am I? Whats happening to me? am I still alive?? (you tell me) its as if life keeps wanting the worst of me well I’m sick of trying sick of smiling when on the inside I'm just trying to tame the monster that torments my soul! Why should I try so hard to grab the bull by its horns? When I am the bull! The way I see it its up to the rest of the world to try to hang on to my horns. If the potential of my life lies in the hate in my heart than deaths a great place to start! It's like anything I do is never enough No matter how much HOW MUCH I BLEED I am killing to breathe catch a breeze and your feeling me a broken structure of my environment with a glorified I might admit it where murder grows tireless time is priceless, but how to spend it righteous? I don't know what wrong from right is horns on my head & a halo on my right wrist life's a risk and I'm a risk ANYTHING FOR EVERYTHING take a chance on ANYTHING FOR EVERYTHING cuz I'm a hazard, yeah a young nasty bastard making sense out of my senses is senseless I got the flame of a Devils apprentice Am I the Satan to my haven my 1 true god or a demon cooking hell with a butchers apron yo I swear the only joy I get is watching cold worlds burn got a voice in my head telling me its your turn (Let's watch your world burn) & if it's hell on earth than I'm the DEVIL TO SERVE yo I swear there's nothing worst there's nothing worst there's nothing worst than me There's nothing worst than me not even H.I.V. my street tape taped the streets by they arteries bottled up my hate and stab the concrete with an I.V. got hoof's for feet & I'm a stampede my beliefs I'm the type of creep that make haters love Police I dig deep like a grave digga looking for beauty with in the beast of flame flickers why should I shut out my environment of juggernauts and tyrants fireworks & sirens where I sleep with open eyelids good men? I don't know any tummy like a warm hole half monster half empty hungry like the 3rd world & my iris full on envy this world I live in left me ill now I make mother nature pop the pill for the thrill born dead dying to kill I aint worth reproducing I'm a nuisance this is my hell & I'm the fire Am I the Satan to my haven my 1 true god or a demon cooking hell with a butchers apron yo I swear the only joy I get is watching cold worlds burn got a voice in my head telling me its your turn (Let's watch your world burn) & if it's hell on earth than I'm the DEVIL TO SERVE yo I swear there's nothing worst there's nothing worst there's nothing worst than me Am I the Satan to my haven my 1 true god or a demon cooking hell with a butchers apron yo I swear the only joy I get is watching cold worlds burn got a voice in my head telling me its your turn (Let's watch your world burn) & if it's hell on earth than I'm the DEVIL TO SERVE yo I swear there's nothing worst there's nothing worst there's nothing worst than me

No one here with me today Just as well I like this way Who am I what is my roll Where there's life there breath's a soul I am a stranger to myself So unsure I fade away I'm that stranger to myself How unsure I'll fade away The rain is falling from the sky but I just stand here arms out wide How I want to free the pain I need to work with head held high again I am a stranger to myself So unsure I fade away I'm that stranger to myself How unsure I'll fade away I'm that stranger to myself How unsure I'll fade away I'm a stranger to myself So unsure I fade away I am a stranger to myself So unsure I fade away So unsure I fade away So unsure I fade away That's a long way down That's a long way down It's time to go, three, two –

Right, wrong Right, wrong Right, wrong Right, wrong Right, wrong crossroads in my life are coming on Change, how A feeling deep inside tells me it's now Change, how A feeling deep inside tells me it's now Where is my life heading from now on Crossroads in my life are coming on Where is my life heading from now on Where is my life heading from now on Where is my life heading Where is my life heading Where is my life heading Where is my life heading

Searching far and wide for many years Out here is where I belong Through thick and thin until the dying end I will find my new friend Searching far and wide for many years And out here is where I belong Through thick and thin until the dying end I'll find my new friend I was insane I feel the rain Clouds fall from sky WHY

Free to go Free to go (repeated) I freed myself right out of oppression Maybe I’ll go back again It made an impression There’s something twisted deep in my brain I’m wanting to tell you But I can’t explain I need somewhere where no one can find me Million miles away I might stay Set sail move on drop out of this race Held your hands to you face Keep doin the same thing If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now Free to go Free to go Free to go Free to go I freed myself right out of oppression Maybe I’ll go back again It made an impression There’s something twisted deep in my brain I’m wanting to tell you But I can’t explain If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now If something out there someone lets me down I’ll be around, I wanna go back now, now Free to go Free to go Free to go Free to go